So as can obviously be seen, I'm not so great at the continuous blogging thing, but I am going to try to change the mood of this one some. Things aren't where I'd like them to be, but I am in a better place within myself.
I am trying to find determination & motivation to lose some weight. I am still 10 lbs away from pre-Laila weight & would ideally like to lose at least 30 lbs. I know I want to, I know I need to, but for whatever reason it is just so hard for me right now. I set my alarm for 5am, it rings, I wake up, & turn it off. I need to wake up & get up. Tonight I am going to go to bed at 8. Hopefully Laila agrees, and see if the problem is I'm not getting enough sleep.
I have started walking for my lunch with some coworkers which is wonderful. Maybe if I can find someone to get up with me at 5 am and let Jillian Michaels kick both our asses I might be able to get it done!
